I JUST CAME BACK FROM MY STUDYING CAVE!

Only temporary aaawww u__u

Hey why don't you join me instead? We can study ANYTHING together.//slapped
Idk why when I'll be in hiatus or exam mode I still have a chance to open my blog but when I do not, neither can I! //suchastrangewordsrightthere.


I PROMISED EVERYTHING AT HERE BUT NONE OF THEM came true.


I planned about something. Oh oh I hope this is a great one and one of the promise that I will keep to myself and DO IT FOR REAL.


First of all, I want to create some comics.


Pffftttt do you believe that? I'm half percent of perfectionist in my own drawing!
I love to draw but 50% will be "Oh SUCH A RELIEF" and the other 50% will be like "eewww her hair and her feet!"


Nah, I can't draw comics... even my cousin (she is 13 years old) can draw better than me! I am soooo surprised when she stole my sketch-book and started to draw anime for 6 pages. I opened my mouth widely and stared at her like "How dare you......"


Correction: I want to create English Novel.
Why? Because I like it! I know I have so many typing errors and grammar errors, AT LEAST I have my own will to do it rather than being such a coward girl that scared of everything and ended up doing nothing.
I will draw for a cover//pffffttt is that even possible? XD
why not?! I will give it a try. PRACTICE MAKE PERFECT so go eat some vegetables.


Please lend  me some of your suggestions like which genre is the best... THE BEST OF THE BEST genre that I can write for all of you.... Well if you ever exist! HAHA k is not a joke actually :I


Before that happen, I still focusing on my studying.. I'm high-schooler (Never forget that) and I'm going to graduate it to next year. So pray for me haha. . . . . . .  OTL
"9A+ is on my hand!"

FINALLY//slapped

It feels like fresh and new! Like YOU'RE NEW BORN TO THE WORLD OR CAME OUT FROM THE CAVE.//slapped


I know I know I have been stalked my blog for every month without logging in LEWL because I accidentally forgot my password!! And I tried to shoot any passwords as possible as I can and now Thank God I finally got my account back//slapped.
How can I possibly forgot my password damn I am bad at reminding something. >w>)/


You see, my life has changed.. because... oh well. Everything is about SPM again.


Could you believe it? Ramadhan is around the corner yuhuuuuuu *dancing happily* XD
But not happy for SPM. O-oh.
Now I'm disappointed of myself :<
I wasn't smard before. And I tried to work hard in my studying. Alhamdulilah Allah still granted my dua and accepted my spiritual and I still can get A in any subject, but it doesn't make my parents happy. I can't be happy as long my parents aren't.
I know I had focus too much on my curriculum like 2 months and I always skipped classes because of practice, but my parents won't accept that excuses.
And it makes me sad.


On March, I got 4A and now I only got 2A but whoop there are still papers that I have not recieve yet so I hope I'll get more A in other subjects amiiinnn.
But stiiiillll I can't be happy for now after I saw the sad eyes in both of my parents.
I can't stop praying for myself.
My dad almost scolded when he asked me:
"How many marks did you get for your Bahasa Malaysia?"
And I answered:
"Err.......C"
Imagine THE FULL OF SILENT AND RED FACES.


I'm not that smart seriously I admit I'm just a jerk who needs to study more than I should be.
But my mom told me "If you think you can't then stop thinking about it so it will go away from you." (She told me that before I got the results so now there is it I got the results and they asked me about it and I told them about it and now it become very awful.)
I'm scared.


Yes people always say that exam results is not important but for me it is but I'm not doing it for myself, I'm doing it because of my parents. They wanted me to success and I wanted them to be proud of me.
ALL PARENTS in the world ABSOLUTELY want their child to become successful.
So do we........ IN THE FUTURE.


I guess that's all for today because it's already late I-i meant my bed is calling for me//slapped.
Please pray for my success and I will pray back for all of you, who always come back to my blog and willing to read all of this babblings of mine. I am happy that you guys read it C: thank you. <3


Good night human~~

Exam Mode!

Heeeeeyyyy guys!
Currently my study mode always been interrupt by my (corrupted) cousins.
I'm sorry to say this but what I'm going to say is, despite this is YOUR AUNTY house, you still can't make rules by your own. You still have to behave, you can't be selfish!
AND HEY DO NOT FIGHT WITH YOUR OWN SIBLINGS ON OTHER PEOPLE HOUSE.

If you want to cause some trouble then mind to do it on your own house =w=
Thank you.
Sincerely from your only gorgeous cousin.

Okay back to  our main topics XD

I usually have high spirits to study every time I have a spare time, but when it comes to exam is around the corner, my spirits become very low---
My brains was like "Last minute study is a NIEN"
It's not so good to study at last minute but it's actually has benefits on you.
When you forgot something you can actually check your notes at last minute. It's not that bad ideas though.

I love studying math in the first place before the others! (Because math help to active your mind to work!) So you better study Math first (I know you hate math but you have to)
I hated math before but when I finally understands the formula I felt like I'm the most genius person in the world. Well that's how you should feel when you successfully answered your math questions with the right answers!
When I feel bored with Math, I will move to Account. Ahhhhh Account is my most favorite subject! Thanks to Sir for helping me out. Other than Math, Account, any subject that have calculation methods, you can stick to any of it! Those subjects always makes me figure out how to overcome with, think like crazy! Trying out my best to get the answers as good as I can. That's how the brains actually work. And after that you can move to other subjects. My brains always jam after I've had enough studying for 1 hour. (sometimes it  become half an hour) So I usually stretch my body and then GO WORKOUT. "Plank Hold" is a good exercises but EEEEEEE I'm not used to workout so I'm totally bad at it u___u
And then after study I will go have some drink, have a snacks. And then you go WALAH another fats are coming! But I killed it with my FABULOUS GREEN TEA.

Okay look I always babbling about nonsense things. Should I continue? Yes? Okay.

So tomorrow I will be taking BM & PI exam. Every subjects only take 1 hour to finish. It usually more than 2 hours but since it is first term of the year, teacher makes it easier. Even though it's easier but Idk why I still can't score many A's ._______. WTH ---
I'm going to make sure this time I'm going to score many A's as possible as I can!
Wish me luck guys!! #PRAYFORMEEE QvQ

And if you have something that you like to know or ask, mind to ask me on ask.fm!
ask.fm/Farrarisaa

EmmK-Bye.

ASK ME SENPAI//ask.fm

I'm full of regret because of that stupid, baka post that I updated a few days ago.
That post makes me look like a retard person.
Don't you think?

Now I'm regret. And give up with myself.
I should stop complaining about everything. And try to accept it even it's hard. But that's life!
LIFE IS FULL OF RETARD SOMETIMES.
So accept it nigga. talks to myself

Okay now I'm going to tell you that---
I ALREADY HAVE ASK.FM ACCOUNT!!!!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG -----

Pfffttt there's absolutely have nothing to be excited about!

I'm just act so drama recently XD 

Okay I'm so lazy to make SHOUTBOX in my blog because every time I created shoutbox, it doesn't link to my blog every single time :< 

So I thought in different ways, which I should open my ask.fm account so it's easy for you guys to ask something that you guys like to know!

At the same time we can be friends too XDD//slapped

Here's the link: ask.fm/Farrarisaa

I'm not very active with internet recently lol but if you have something to ask, just ask me there! I will try my best to answer all of the questions as soon as possible. 

SEE YOU THERE///showeryouwithlove

Which Course ? To All PT3 students

Woke up in the early morning just to write this blog.
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH my eyes !

So, so so so so so, WELCOME TO MY BLOG HIGH SCHOOL JUNIOR.
I AM HONORED TO BE YOUR VERY TRUE SENPAI.//slapped.

My main reason to write this blog in this early morning because-- I thought it's school today HAHA !
Even though holiday makes you boring because you have to stay up in your house everyday without do anything but for me I've been busy all days in this holiday so I need more of them to get more rest! Especially when SPM is around the corner.//notreadyforSPM
Eh I forgot to complete my main reason xD My main reason is I wanted to talk about SPM COURSE.

After you successfully graduated from PT3, you have to go to another level which it's call SPM and SPM have a lot courses which the best course will help you to grab your achievement depends on your own choice and efforts. It also depends on your PT3 results. But PT3 nowadays is even harder than PMR lol so I guess even 2A can take science course xD

I remember on my first time making a choice which course do I have to take, either SCIENCE or ACCOUNT. I chose Science in the first place lol but thanks to my dad for encourage me to transfer myself to Account Course.

Why I chose Account ?

a) Every jobs need Accountant. 
- Even engineer needs them.// without Accountant how will your company going to flow? Lewl.
b) Daily routine of your life.
- Of course anything, EVERYTHING needs money.
c) If you can't find a job, you can start business of your own. (well if you can.)
- Some people who broke or lost their job, start a business is the easiest way they can do, that's why you need Account knowledge to start a business.
d) Will make you become more creative, etc.
- This words are suitable for business. Any business will do.

There's a lot reasons but I can't list them all xD But what's more important is every jobs need Accountant.

And yeah I remember when I was still a science student though, my friends thought that Account is not very good enough because of the students. Well who cares about the students though, we came to school is not about the people but the knowledge that we learn. If you focus on what you learn and achieve it then you will have much more friends, believe me.
Some of students are too afraid if they lose their friends, come on, we already grown up, friends still friends. They can't leave you if you take a different courses. Like WTH is it wrong to try something different than the others?
If they look down on you, then don't worry, you will have new friends.
I never take challenges because of people, when I think about people, I become a coward person, I always think about the EXPERIENCES. KNOWLEDGE THAT I WILL GET. FUN.
Learn with fun, enjoy it.

Actually I DON'T force you to take Account LOL! Everyone have their own opinions!
Every courses have their own weakness. If you're science students you will get a lot chances (even you don't score straight A), but for Account you need to work harder to achieve your main goals.

In my opinion, science looks hard in school but it's easier in work. Except Account. Account have a lot obstacles. That's why you get more experiences in Account. C:

DON'T WORRY !

Made a good choice for your SPM ! 

After making a choice, don't forget to grab your CHANCES.

GOOD LUCK.

Sincerely from your senpai. 

Celebrate 2015 with my friends before SPM started.

HAPPY NEW YEARS guys!

I'm back!
Geez, it's been awhile since I didn't update my blog though, and I haven't update about my holiday trip to Thailand. I even don't update about ASMR yet. Gosh, there's so many things that I want to talk about but I rarely use my laptop since I always stick to my phone!
BUT, even though I always late, but it's better to be LATE THAN NEVER.
So I'm not going to miss my chances!
InsyaAllah, I will update about Thailand and ASMR when there is a spare times.

So, who knows that 98's generations going to face SPM for the FIRST TIME.
And it is a worst nightmares because SPM is the end! The last!  For high-schooler.
So before school started, let's act like we're still junior. Ahah! Come on, for the last time.

Such an unbelievable because there is NO SENPAI in my school since i'm the one who will be the LAST 2015 SENPAI. 

I'm going to be a senpai.

Okay so let's get back to our main topics for today XD

Yesterday my friends and I were making some party at Wani's house and seriously I never been so happy like this. My friends are so amazing, I just love them.

So, let's start our story battle. 

Wait, wha? Battle? What kind of battle is it?

Well---- TADAAA.

Ahahaha, I told my crush about this and he was like OMG A water balloon?! Balloon water?! Aah whatever it is.

Our battle begin.

Seriously It's fun to be a victim. Oh wait! EVERYONE MUST BE THE VICTIM.
Oh well, at least it doesn't hurt though and it was super fun!

We totally failed at throwing the balloon water LOL, because the water balloon won't pop. When it hit on the person it just fell down and rolling on the land for SERIOUSLY nigga.

Okay this is totally a friend-zone. Look at those people on the left, have their own partner to lovey-dovey while on the right Zaty is being rejected, well I'm partner with the camera instead ahahahahahah

TAK SAH KALAU TAK SELFIE. 

Sebaik semua cantik. 

We enjoyed our day and this beautiful friendship. 

May our friendship will be the last longer until forever.

Hope you also have such a beautiful friendship like us too. 

Ameeen. 

SO this is it! That's only for today. 

But this is only temporary for having fun in 2015, next time all of us have to work harder to achieve our dreams. To success in our life goals. Include SPM and our future, pray for us C:

There's a quote said:

"True Friends are not about you have spend more times with, but you have the great times with."

I'm not sure if this is the right quote ahah but I guess this is it XD

SEE YOU LATER GUYS!