It feels like fresh and new! Like YOU'RE NEW BORN TO THE WORLD OR CAME OUT FROM THE CAVE.//slapped
I know I know I have been stalked my blog for every month without logging in LEWL because I accidentally forgot my password!! And I tried to shoot any passwords as possible as I can and now Thank God I finally got my account back//slapped.
How can I possibly forgot my password damn I am bad at reminding something. >w>)/
You see, my life has changed.. because... oh well. Everything is about SPM again.
Could you believe it? Ramadhan is around the corner yuhuuuuuu *dancing happily* XD
But not happy for SPM. O-oh.
Now I'm disappointed of myself :<
I wasn't smard before. And I tried to work hard in my studying. Alhamdulilah Allah still granted my dua and accepted my spiritual and I still can get A in any subject, but it doesn't make my parents happy. I can't be happy as long my parents aren't.
I know I had focus too much on my curriculum like 2 months and I always skipped classes because of practice, but my parents won't accept that excuses.
And it makes me sad.
On March, I got 4A and now I only got 2A but whoop there are still papers that I have not recieve yet so I hope I'll get more A in other subjects amiiinnn.
But stiiiillll I can't be happy for now after I saw the sad eyes in both of my parents.
I can't stop praying for myself.
My dad almost scolded when he asked me:
"How many marks did you get for your Bahasa Malaysia?"
And I answered:
"Err.......C"
Imagine THE FULL OF SILENT AND RED FACES.
I'm not that smart seriously I admit I'm just a jerk who needs to study more than I should be.
But my mom told me "If you think you can't then stop thinking about it so it will go away from you." (She told me that before I got the results so now there is it I got the results and they asked me about it and I told them about it and now it become very awful.)
I'm scared.
Yes people always say that exam results is not important but for me it is but I'm not doing it for myself, I'm doing it because of my parents. They wanted me to success and I wanted them to be proud of me.
ALL PARENTS in the world ABSOLUTELY want their child to become successful.
So do we........ IN THE FUTURE.
I guess that's all for today because it's already late I-i meant my bed is calling for me//slapped.
Please pray for my success and I will pray back for all of you, who always come back to my blog and willing to read all of this babblings of mine. I am happy that you guys read it C: thank you. <3
Good night human~~
