Tuesday, 10 April 2018
Been out from the cave!
Am I too late? Yes? Well----
Hey everyone! (Krik Krik) not sure about everyone, maybe "anyone" lol.
It's been 1 year and a half since I didn't open my blog, I even almost forgot about my password, and I also forgot when was the last time I opened this xD when I opened my blog and I heard a song that play on my blog, I was like "what's the title of this song again?" LOL
I literally forgot about everything---- EVERYTHING!
Recently, I have a short-term memory :( so so sorry about that (I'm getting old tsk tsk tsk)
Tbh, I'm not supposed to be here, I got tons of homework and assignments to do OTL
But since my day have been stressed out (are you sure dear-self? Just now you just laughing watching---- OH SHUT UP) , I need to express my feelings out on this blog. At least this is the best way that I can do rather than bursting out everything on Whatsapp's story.
For you who have been guess, why I'm suddenly appear---- after 1 year for being hiatus, well it because of--- I feel lonely. JUST KIDDING!! XDD (actually that's not a joke ._. )
I have a short break for awhile, I supposedly going to class this week but I took my day off from all the bullshit that I received--- oh by the way, I only missed one class so no need to worry about, I will pack my bag and go back to college tomorrow. I only spent my 5 DAYS GOOD at home. Since this is the LAST WEEK of (what you call that again-- I forgot) AH! Study week, something like that. So we totally free from any classes because we have finish our syllabus and tests :) only one assignment left and we are good to focus on our final! OOOOHH I can't wait to end this semester, only one semester left y'all! I'm going to end my diploma this year with success! :)
Sure I'm going to miss all the precious moments in my college, each semester we have been pretty busy--- because we always handle an event. Well we created some event and we handling it well. :) it all thanks to my classmates for fantastic ideas and works. I feel worst sometime because I couldn't share positive ideas as much as them OTL but giving them my hand for a physical help could less their burden. I hope so.
I really hope I could share some of my stories in here but the time is not on my side as usual U__U I got plenty of works that need to be done, I hope I could finish all of them by this night :( Please pray for me!)
Before I ended my post for today, I just want to say--- I really miss you guys! even tho my readers are not here to read my post again, but it's fine to me :) new reader are always welcome on my blog! Thank you so much for spending your leisure time reading this blog!
I will be back for sure to update more stories :) but maybe 4 weeks later? Well don't wait okay!
BYE~~~~~!!!!
Sunday, 2 October 2016
YOHOO I'M BACK
But not here, most of pupil here are having final exam so weeeppp for those who love October, use your big holiday for any excitement experience. ;)
SO LET'S SEE....
Recently I wasn't very active here since July-Sept due to my busy schedule. Don't even talk about it, I'm always busy lol. A busy person I am huh. By the way, unfortunately in my campus doesn't have very good internet connection and it's hard to set up hotspot wireless into my laptop. I TRIED but DAYUUMM it so so worst ; ___ ; and my phone being so annoying, I got 16GB but every time I installed any apps or updates it only depends on 8GB whhhyyy (except if you install it from anything except Play Store). So dear phone storage pls be nice to me and Play store, pls insert your memory into SD card. Thank you, I really appreciated it.
SO enough with that, we move on to my college's life!
IT SO GREAT, I have new friends and boyfriend error 404. Ha ha gotcha!
No time for boyfriend seriously my mom will throw out her hair brush towards me if I will ha ha. Ha.....
Oh oh crush? Nah, being girl is such a big deal. You can like 1000 guys at the same time xD
so I'm not sure who I'm seriously in love with, by the way final is around the corner so yeap yada yada keep reading books and be smart for entire life :/ hmmm..
SO anyway, how's your day? I'm so happy that people DO send me feedback and surprisingly they live in different country. Various country and languages, I love it!
I always talk about nonsense things but I appreciated that you read it thank you thank you ; __ ; I should learn more how to write blog properly just for you!
I hope I can write more about college but I forgot I got something to do, yup it's funny assignment xD
Promise I will be back, thanks for spending your time here *muah*
Sunday, 3 July 2016
Another stupid confession from me again....
Since I'm not that pretty and nerdy at the same time, doesn't care about hot boys in social media/school, an otaku and weaboo, I just don't deserve to be with them.
When they talked to you, you think that they are sincere to be friends with you, but the fact is they have no friends or companion so obviously they are looking for you. You are with them when they have no one but they ditch you when they have everyone.
To be honest again, I might not active and not good in socialize with people in real life. And I'm not that talkative with people but somehow I TRIED MY BEST to be their best friends. Or maybe I'm the one who annoyed them? Is it my fault to be me? To act the real inside of me? In fact that only few people can see my craziness. They deserved to see it because they don't judge me like you. And they love me more than hot boys who love you. This is the best decision that I made to stay far away with you so I don't be like one of the bitch like you.
An honesty by me, Farra...
Thursday, 2 June 2016
MEDICAL CHECK UP EXPERIENCE

Here is the answer.
Sunday, 15 May 2016
I AM FRESHLY BACK!


And now I believe I have the good quality!
You even get allowances every month aaahh
At first I didn't believe in KPM 100% , trust me, I asked a lot of people about KPM ;/
Pray for me and I pray for all of you out there :D

Wednesday, 6 January 2016
I'M BACK
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
Finally I'm able to log in blogger again! XD
Recently my schedule is very full enough and my head keep spinning around couldn't think the best that I can do after spm, I've planned so many fun things to do but none of them have been achieve.
My schedule is full with WORK.
My friends told me to quit my job but duuhhh I need money. Where else can I get some money? I have like 6 months to spend my whole life to be free to do anything and I chose working. But I couldn't except in the first place that my job make me busy like this. I've rarely get my off day from job until my boss asked me "Oh Farra you can finally pick one day to rest" and I can choose any day that I want.
The worst thing I did after spm is I'm not study anything. My english skills getting decrease and you can obviously see it through my blog right now pffffttt. I promised to myself to finish my english novels but I don't have much time and even worst that right now I'm in the middle of driving license progress! Please pray that I pass my license exam and I really can't wait to drive my dad's BMW car. X'DD
That's for all. Such a lame blog I wrote today :V my first blog in 2016. Damn my life become more busier recently T_T
Friday, 14 August 2015
I JUST CAME BACK FROM MY STUDYING CAVE!
Hey why don't you join me instead? We can study ANYTHING together.//slapped
Idk why when I'll be in hiatus or exam mode I still have a chance to open my blog but when I do not, neither can I! //suchastrangewordsrightthere.
I PROMISED EVERYTHING AT HERE BUT NONE OF THEM came true.
I planned about something. Oh oh I hope this is a great one and one of the promise that I will keep to myself and DO IT FOR REAL.
First of all, I want to create some comics.
Pffftttt do you believe that? I'm half percent of perfectionist in my own drawing!
I love to draw but 50% will be "Oh SUCH A RELIEF" and the other 50% will be like "eewww her hair and her feet!"
Nah, I can't draw comics... even my cousin (she is 13 years old) can draw better than me! I am soooo surprised when she stole my sketch-book and started to draw anime for 6 pages. I opened my mouth widely and stared at her like "How dare you......"
Correction: I want to create English Novel.
Why? Because I like it! I know I have so many typing errors and grammar errors, AT LEAST I have my own will to do it rather than being such a coward girl that scared of everything and ended up doing nothing.
I will draw for a cover//pffffttt is that even possible? XD
why not?! I will give it a try. PRACTICE MAKE PERFECT so go eat some vegetables.
Please lend me some of your suggestions like which genre is the best... THE BEST OF THE BEST genre that I can write for all of you.... Well if you ever exist! HAHA k is not a joke actually :I
Before that happen, I still focusing on my studying.. I'm high-schooler (Never forget that) and I'm going to graduate it to next year. So pray for me haha. . . . . . . OTL
"9A+ is on my hand!"
Tuesday, 16 June 2015
FINALLY//slapped
I know I know I have been stalked my blog for every month without logging in LEWL because I accidentally forgot my password!! And I tried to shoot any passwords as possible as I can and now Thank God I finally got my account back//slapped.
How can I possibly forgot my password damn I am bad at reminding something. >w>)/
You see, my life has changed.. because... oh well. Everything is about SPM again.
Could you believe it? Ramadhan is around the corner yuhuuuuuu *dancing happily* XD
But not happy for SPM. O-oh.
Now I'm disappointed of myself :<
I wasn't smard before. And I tried to work hard in my studying. Alhamdulilah Allah still granted my dua and accepted my spiritual and I still can get A in any subject, but it doesn't make my parents happy. I can't be happy as long my parents aren't.
I know I had focus too much on my curriculum like 2 months and I always skipped classes because of practice, but my parents won't accept that excuses.
And it makes me sad.
On March, I got 4A and now I only got 2A but whoop there are still papers that I have not recieve yet so I hope I'll get more A in other subjects amiiinnn.
But stiiiillll I can't be happy for now after I saw the sad eyes in both of my parents.
I can't stop praying for myself.
My dad almost scolded when he asked me:
"How many marks did you get for your Bahasa Malaysia?"
And I answered:
"Err.......C"
Imagine THE FULL OF SILENT AND RED FACES.
I'm not that smart seriously I admit I'm just a jerk who needs to study more than I should be.
But my mom told me "If you think you can't then stop thinking about it so it will go away from you." (She told me that before I got the results so now there is it I got the results and they asked me about it and I told them about it and now it become very awful.)
I'm scared.
Yes people always say that exam results is not important but for me it is but I'm not doing it for myself, I'm doing it because of my parents. They wanted me to success and I wanted them to be proud of me.
ALL PARENTS in the world ABSOLUTELY want their child to become successful.
So do we........ IN THE FUTURE.
I guess that's all for today because it's already late I-i meant my bed is calling for me//slapped.
Please pray for my success and I will pray back for all of you, who always come back to my blog and willing to read all of this babblings of mine. I am happy that you guys read it C: thank you. <3
Good night human~~
Sunday, 8 March 2015
Exam Mode!
Currently my study mode always been interrupt by my (corrupted) cousins.
I'm sorry to say this but what I'm going to say is, despite this is YOUR AUNTY house, you still can't make rules by your own. You still have to behave, you can't be selfish!
AND HEY DO NOT FIGHT WITH YOUR OWN SIBLINGS ON OTHER PEOPLE HOUSE.
If you want to cause some trouble then mind to do it on your own house =w=
Thank you.
Sincerely from your only gorgeous cousin.
Okay back to our main topics XD
I usually have high spirits to study every time I have a spare time, but when it comes to exam is around the corner, my spirits become very low---
My brains was like "Last minute study is a NIEN"
It's not so good to study at last minute but it's actually has benefits on you.
When you forgot something you can actually check your notes at last minute. It's not that bad ideas though.
I love studying math in the first place before the others! (Because math help to active your mind to work!) So you better study Math first (I know you hate math but you have to)
I hated math before but when I finally understands the formula I felt like I'm the most genius person in the world. Well that's how you should feel when you successfully answered your math questions with the right answers!
When I feel bored with Math, I will move to Account. Ahhhhh Account is my most favorite subject! Thanks to Sir for helping me out. Other than Math, Account, any subject that have calculation methods, you can stick to any of it! Those subjects always makes me figure out how to overcome with, think like crazy! Trying out my best to get the answers as good as I can. That's how the brains actually work. And after that you can move to other subjects. My brains always jam after I've had enough studying for 1 hour. (sometimes it become half an hour) So I usually stretch my body and then GO WORKOUT. "Plank Hold" is a good exercises but EEEEEEE I'm not used to workout so I'm totally bad at it u___u
And then after study I will go have some drink, have a snacks. And then you go WALAH another fats are coming! But I killed it with my FABULOUS GREEN TEA.
Okay look I always babbling about nonsense things. Should I continue? Yes? Okay.
So tomorrow I will be taking BM & PI exam. Every subjects only take 1 hour to finish. It usually more than 2 hours but since it is first term of the year, teacher makes it easier. Even though it's easier but Idk why I still can't score many A's ._______. WTH ---
I'm going to make sure this time I'm going to score many A's as possible as I can!
Wish me luck guys!! #PRAYFORMEEE QvQ
And if you have something that you like to know or ask, mind to ask me on ask.fm!
ask.fm/Farrarisaa
EmmK-Bye.
Saturday, 7 February 2015
ASK ME SENPAI//ask.fm
That post makes me look like a retard person.
Don't you think?
Now I'm regret. And give up with myself.
I should stop complaining about everything. And try to accept it even it's hard. But that's life!
LIFE IS FULL OF RETARD SOMETIMES.
So accept it nigga. talks to myself
Okay now I'm going to tell you that---
I ALREADY HAVE ASK.FM ACCOUNT!!!!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG -----
Thursday, 8 January 2015
Which Course ? To All PT3 students
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH my eyes !
So, so so so so so, WELCOME TO MY BLOG HIGH SCHOOL JUNIOR.
I AM HONORED TO BE YOUR VERY TRUE SENPAI.//slapped.
My main reason to write this blog in this early morning because-- I thought it's school today HAHA !
Even though holiday makes you boring because you have to stay up in your house everyday without do anything but for me I've been busy all days in this holiday so I need more of them to get more rest! Especially when SPM is around the corner.//notreadyforSPM
Eh I forgot to complete my main reason xD My main reason is I wanted to talk about SPM COURSE.
After you successfully graduated from PT3, you have to go to another level which it's call SPM and SPM have a lot courses which the best course will help you to grab your achievement depends on your own choice and efforts. It also depends on your PT3 results. But PT3 nowadays is even harder than PMR lol so I guess even 2A can take science course xD
I remember on my first time making a choice which course do I have to take, either SCIENCE or ACCOUNT. I chose Science in the first place lol but thanks to my dad for encourage me to transfer myself to Account Course.
Why I chose Account ?
a) Every jobs need Accountant.
- Even engineer needs them.// without Accountant how will your company going to flow? Lewl.
b) Daily routine of your life.
- Of course anything, EVERYTHING needs money.
c) If you can't find a job, you can start business of your own. (well if you can.)
- Some people who broke or lost their job, start a business is the easiest way they can do, that's why you need Account knowledge to start a business.
d) Will make you become more creative, etc.
- This words are suitable for business. Any business will do.
There's a lot reasons but I can't list them all xD But what's more important is every jobs need Accountant.
And yeah I remember when I was still a science student though, my friends thought that Account is not very good enough because of the students. Well who cares about the students though, we came to school is not about the people but the knowledge that we learn. If you focus on what you learn and achieve it then you will have much more friends, believe me.
Some of students are too afraid if they lose their friends, come on, we already grown up, friends still friends. They can't leave you if you take a different courses. Like WTH is it wrong to try something different than the others?
If they look down on you, then don't worry, you will have new friends.
I never take challenges because of people, when I think about people, I become a coward person, I always think about the EXPERIENCES. KNOWLEDGE THAT I WILL GET. FUN.
Learn with fun, enjoy it.
Actually I DON'T force you to take Account LOL! Everyone have their own opinions!
Every courses have their own weakness. If you're science students you will get a lot chances (even you don't score straight A), but for Account you need to work harder to achieve your main goals.
In my opinion, science looks hard in school but it's easier in work. Except Account. Account have a lot obstacles. That's why you get more experiences in Account. C:
DON'T WORRY !
Saturday, 3 January 2015
Celebrate 2015 with my friends before SPM started.
I'm back!
Geez, it's been awhile since I didn't update my blog though, and I haven't update about my holiday trip to Thailand. I even don't update about ASMR yet. Gosh, there's so many things that I want to talk about but I rarely use my laptop since I always stick to my phone!
BUT, even though I always late, but it's better to be LATE THAN NEVER.
So I'm not going to miss my chances!
InsyaAllah, I will update about Thailand and ASMR when there is a spare times.
So, who knows that 98's generations going to face SPM for the FIRST TIME.
And it is a worst nightmares because SPM is the end! The last! For high-schooler.
So before school started, let's act like we're still junior. Ahah! Come on, for the last time.
Such an unbelievable because there is NO SENPAI in my school since i'm the one who will be the LAST 2015 SENPAI.
Well---- TADAAA.
Our battle begin.
Seriously It's fun to be a victim. Oh wait! EVERYONE MUST BE THE VICTIM.
Oh well, at least it doesn't hurt though and it was super fun!
We totally failed at throwing the balloon water LOL, because the water balloon won't pop. When it hit on the person it just fell down and rolling on the land for SERIOUSLY nigga.
Okay this is totally a friend-zone. Look at those people on the left, have their own partner to lovey-dovey while on the right Zaty is being rejected, well I'm partner with the camera instead ahahahahahah
Tuesday, 9 December 2014
My sweet november!
I miss you guys so so so much even though there's no one will read my blog ಠ_ಠ
I should pack my stuff for my holiday trip right now but I absolutely have no ideas what kind of clothes should I bring with me ; ___ ;
And yeah who knows that I actually wanted to write this blog since last month, SO BADLY.
But I didn't have much time because my mom encourage me to participate many kinds of program, there were like 3 programs I participated already. And it was tiring until I fell sick!
But I haven't yet meet the doctor, I SHOULD TO but my mom said it's better if I only take home-medicine u__u Oh well.
So since that day, if I sick, I ain't going to tell them about it. I always pretend that I am FINE DUH even though in inside there were PAINS. But it's okay, I love my parents. //OTL
In this November, nothing much about happiness, joy, fun, or get along with people.
There were a lot invitations from my friends to hangout with them in this holiday but I only catch up ONE invitation. And that's my best friends, geng tembam tembam! (Total: 10 friends)
Maybe the others think that I always give them such an excuses every time they're free to hangout with me but I just can't stop BEING BUSY.
Included December! TODAY.
Okay Monday on last week until the end of this Sunday I will be able to keep in touch with Daurah program but unfortunately I can't attend it on 11-14 Dec because----
HELLO THAILAND!
Yeah, it's going to be fantastic days for me because this is my first opportunity to visit Thailand AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
thank you thank you motheeeeerrrrrrrrr
It's just a cheap cost lol, I am not rich to go there by taking a flight XD
I go there with a bus. A BUS!
But still I am so happy that I finally can go there with my lovely family, can't wait AAAAAAAHHHHH
Okay okay I think that's enough for the screaming part ahahahaha.
WAIT FOR ME THAILAND. <3
Oh here some pictures of my tembam tembam geng XD Miss them so much!
Monday, 24 November 2014
Blah blah blah
I feel a lot triggers right now because right now, I'm listening to ASMR while making this blogs.
So I decided to create a random blog today.
I'm going to mix up all the stories into ONE.
If you think this blog is kinda boring, it's okay you could go check out another blog if you think so XD
Apparently as you can see I changed my new blogskins again! Okay okay this would be the last one---- FOR THIS YEAR. I already told you that pink isn't right choice for me AHA!
But if you love pink it's okay it's your choice and opinions. Everyone have their own choice to choose whatever they want!
I finally found the right blogskins for myself weeeeee----
So that's all. Okay I'm sorry for three times because of my babbling again OTL
But thank you for reading my blog! :D
WISH ME LUCK. <3
Sunday, 16 November 2014
New Template!
Despite it's all pink and white, my eyes keep burning when see it. Because it have pink in it, but I still happy that I finally success save the codes into my HTML.
Saturday, 8 November 2014
Jamuan Kelas 4 Efisien
Wednesday, 5 November 2014
Perfect moments
Monday, 27 October 2014
_(:3 」∠)_
I can't regret, why should I regret? It's my fault for choosing him!
Oh who? His name is ADD MATH. Not math. Math even better than him.
Oh Seriouslyyyy I should be studying right now but my head really dizzy so I couldn't concentrate right now. _(:3 」∠)_
Let me sleep zzzZZZ...
No I can't sleep! That subject is haunting me for SERIOUSLY.
What happened to my font--- ignore my font. Something wrong with it. ๏_๏
I don't know why I love add math so much before I became form 4 student. I was like "I still wanna choose add math no matter what " AND NOWWW I SEE THE *BEEPS* OBSTACLES.
But still, I must pass that subject! ZZZzzz...
Tomorrow is the last paper for form 4 students yeeppiiii! But whhhyyy the last paper have to be ADD MATH ??!
Add math is the hardest subjects in high school. Even worse than math, can't you see?
But wow! Ever heard of a person that genius in add math? He said that add math is easier than math! Too much wow! (I'm going to kill myself when hear that-----)
How can that obviously--- oh yeah right because he study a lot. HA. HA.
yeah it's my fault, I didn't study add math a lot. Maybe because I hate to see numbers? Maybe--- my head is for science. Seriously. But still I have to study hard & smart for add math. I should enhance my knowledge for it even though I hate it. (PLEASE LOVE ME BACK ADD MATH)
So that's all I guess. Like usual I keep babbling about nonsense things. Haha. (not laughing in real life)
Wish me luck for tomorrow. No one know that I'm going to cry. Okay now you know for reading this. How silly I am.
Saturday, 25 October 2014
A Good Selfie For Ya
My parents or my friends always thought me in a wrong way, like I take a selfie and post it into public internet. Oooohhhh no no no no.
How can they thought me like that?
So here is the reasons why I love to take a picture, not selfie. Selfie is like taking a picture by your own or a picture of yourself & that picture is taking by you. what the hell am I babbling about.
What most I can see is all the teenagers nowadays was like controlling their self by making a fake smile and control their beauty. I'm not like that. I don't like taking a picture of myself.
To me, a good picture is when a pictures that have every stories to tell and interesting moments in it. For example like on your vacations with your family and friends.
Let's take a wefie! and Snap.
Oh look there's a beautiful mountain, can you take a picture of me with that beautiful mountain at behind? and Snap.
I love this way of taking pictures. Take a WEFIE with your friends and your family.
I always saw some of girls take a picture with their fake smile. Uh.
For example, tiny lips? Half duckface? Duckface? Sexy?
Please be yourself and take a picture of your natural beauty not a fake beauty.
I love to smile to the camera with a nice people around me. But when I alone I love to take a crazy pictures with weirdest poses.
Be yourself will make you look a lot better.
A good time to take a picture?
Oh yes yes yes I only take a pictures when I step my feet outside of my house.
When I go somewhere that far far far away from my places, I love to collect some pictures because when you miss that places you will discover all the pictures again when you're alone or bored.
And don't take a picture for every minutes or seconds. That maybe disturb other people.
Take a picture of stuff is also makes you creative. Like tress, a mosaic, anythings that eco, and much more. I love seeing people edit that kind of pictures with VSCO-Camera. It looks wonderful. Pictures that always clean my eyes is a picture of beautiful sea. When you look at the pictures of blue colours or green, it will calm your brain and you can keep concentrate on anything.
Every pictures have some stories to tell.
Thank You For Reading! :D
Monday, 6 October 2014
Pray for me and Wish me Luck!
I tried my best to keep think positive and keep studying a little bit harder than before and I have to push myself to study hard even though I feel tired enough but I have to-- zzzZZZZzzz...
All this time I managed to arrange my times for study but seriously Account Assignments is one of my obstacles that I had zzzZZZzz.. Sorry teacher Amalina I really can't get my assignments done this week because imagine that all form 4 students are going to face an exam for 3 weeks and there's a lot papers for every subjects that we had. I'm sorry I don't want to give you an excuses ( I know you won't like it ) but I really have to focus on my study -crying-
OKAY I HAD IT ENOUGH.
It is time for me to study right now. But I would like to say that I have 9 subjects to cover and what I always love to do before study is Draw Something that I LIKE. For example like anime, trees, a mosaic. (kay actually I lied about the mosaic XD) and much more.
But if you still feel like you can't concentrate how about you try to solve MATHEMATICS questions.
Why? When we solve mathematics problems automatically our brains are active work. And what I felt about mathematics is mathematics always break my heart every time I couldn't solve the questions and let me die// slapped. BUT when you can SOLVE the questions perfectly heaven, you will feel like "I AM THE MOST GENIUS PERSON IN THE WORLD" but hey! This tips also can help you to enhance your knowledge about Mathematics. You can either do it everyday and you will love it TRUST ME.
You have to enjoy what you've been study because it will lead you to success just like what I said in my previous blog.
I drank some Green Tea while writing this blog (」゚ロ゚)」
Thank You A Lot For Reading This Blog. ಥ⌣ಥ





























