My sweet november!

Hey guys! We meet again Wohoo!
I miss you guys so so so much even though there's no one will read my blog  ಠ_ಠ 

I should pack my stuff for my holiday trip right now but I absolutely have no ideas what kind of clothes should I bring with me ; ___ ;
And yeah who knows that I actually wanted to write this blog since last month, SO BADLY.
But I didn't have much time because my mom encourage me to participate many kinds of program, there were like 3 programs I participated already. And it was tiring until I fell sick!
But I haven't yet meet the doctor, I SHOULD TO but my mom said it's better if I only take home-medicine u__u Oh well.
So since that day, if I sick, I ain't going to tell them about it. I always pretend that I am FINE DUH even though in inside there were PAINS. But it's okay, I love my parents. //OTL

In this November, nothing much about happiness, joy, fun, or get along with people.
There were a lot invitations from my friends to hangout with them in this holiday but I only catch up ONE invitation. And that's my best friends, geng tembam tembam! (Total: 10 friends)

Maybe the others think that I always give them such an excuses every time they're free to hangout with me but I just can't stop BEING BUSY.
Included December! TODAY.
Okay Monday on last week  until the end of this Sunday I will be able to keep in touch with Daurah program but unfortunately I can't attend it on 11-14 Dec because----

HELLO THAILAND!
Yeah, it's going to be fantastic days for me because this is my first opportunity to visit Thailand AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
thank you thank you motheeeeerrrrrrrrr
It's just a cheap cost lol, I am not rich to go there by taking a flight XD
I go there with a bus. A BUS!
But still I am so happy that I finally can go there with my lovely family, can't wait AAAAAAAHHHHH

Okay okay I think that's enough for the screaming part ahahahaha.

WAIT FOR ME THAILAND. <3

Oh here some pictures of my tembam tembam geng XD Miss them so much!

Okay this is hilarious because I was so happy to touch that big one tummy!

A lot people thought that I went to cinemas because of Big Hero, nope! I watched HG Mocking Jay xD

I love this two pictures very much, because I really enjoyed the time back then. Which Shera and I are holding guns to attack the Spiders that trying to kill the both of us! 

We lose but Zaty almost reach the GOALS! That surprised me lol XD 

With Zaty! So she is the one who almost KILL ALL THE SPIDERS LIKE A BOSS. And oh yeah there's no way that we could miss our selfie moments! SELFIEEEE *ching ching* 

I love them all <3 Thank you guys for entertained me. 

Blah blah blah

Heeeeyyy ladies and gentleman!
I feel a lot triggers right now because  right now, I'm listening to ASMR while making this blogs.
So I decided to create a random blog today.
I'm going to mix up all the stories into ONE.

If you think this blog is kinda boring, it's okay you could go check out another blog if you think so XD

Apparently as you can see I changed my new blogskins again! Okay okay this would be the last one---- FOR THIS YEAR. I already told you that pink isn't right choice for me AHA!
But if you love pink it's okay it's your choice and opinions. Everyone have their own choice to choose whatever they want!
I finally found the right blogskins for myself weeeeee----

My eyes right now XD

Other than blogskins I even wanted to say that---

I haven't change the codes yet. OTL maybe a little bit but not overall.

I still have no ideas about the profile/messages/etc. WHAT SHOULD I WRITE THERE OMFG

Please give me few weeks to think some ideas. Pffffttttt few weeks? :U

So there you go about the yada yada blogskins. 

Okay I'm sorry about the babbling stuff again OTL

In my blog posts there were like 2 drafts that I haven't done finishing it yet because--- I was in rush. It is bad idea to create blogs when you're rushing. You save it into your drafts and then when you came back you were absolutely had no ideas what's happen next. So better make it on your free time. Like meeeeee! I getting goosebumps by the ASMR right now!

Oh wanna know what is ASMR that I always keep mention about? Okay I promise I will tell you on my next blog! 

Now I want to keep babbling hahahahaha. I'm sorry ; w ;

The next babbling is about my assignments. 

Remember about my annoying assignments on my previous blog? Aaahhh yes!

I told my parents that having this  assignment is bothering my life and they were like "You could get it done in just one week honey!" And then my reactions would be like "One week? Seriously?"

It took me like two months. (okay actually it is more than two months)

so yeah few days ago I was crying because I failed to print all the papers.  But a day after that I managed to finish it all and I was like weeeeee---- HOLIDAY!

And then I realize that SPM is still haunting me for a year--- in 2015.

HELP.

I need tuition. Especially add math. I can't keep my add math's grade getting lower and lower until you can see nothing like 0!

So I still have a lot plans for my future. But remember  SPM will be the one to DECIDE your future. Either you're going to study at oversea, university or college. I would like  to continue my study at UK. The Breeeeeeze!

My target was Japan but seriously. Account in Japan? Am I dreaming or what! Account absolutely have nothing to do with Engineering duuuhhhh! 

So that's all. Okay I'm sorry for three times because of my babbling again OTL
But thank you for reading my blog! :D
WISH ME LUCK. <3

New Template!

Heeey guys! I am so happy happy happy because this is my first time using blogskins as my new template for my blog ; ___ ;
Despite it's all pink and white, my eyes keep burning when see it. Because it have pink in it, but I still happy that I finally success save the codes into my HTML.

I've tried so many different things on how to save the codes. It was like 9 codes already that I had tried but failed. Glad that I finally managed to do it so! And I ended up using this pinky white blogskin instead because this is the only code that I can used// OTL

Why I'm using this one?

Okay, I really prefer using white skins colour for my blog, I love simple things but I want to add cute little things too, but not pink--- Okay okay pinks are cute also. I am glad that there is not too much of pink here, hohoho.

Somehow there's a lot information that I haven't update yet. Example like that stuff, bias, under the header. I'm not going to update it yet because I might change the skins to new one. SO JUST WAIT. Omg I am so excited I wanna cry--- //SLAPPED.

Here some tips if you want to change your skins.

a) Are you using Simple as your template? Yes? Okay now revert to your CLASSIC template. Not Simple. 

b) Visit www.blogskins.com

c) Download any skins that you like

d) After download, copy all the codes.

e) Delete all your HTML files and then paste your new codes.

Dont forget to preview your blog first before you save it, you will see it either satisfying you or not! 

GOOD LUCK. 

Credits to my along for helping me! 

Visit her blog: http://princesskawaiigurlzz.blogspot.com/ 

Oh yeah if you use mobile and you were like "where the hell is blogskins? I can't see it". Just scroll down and click "web version" there you go walah! 

Jamuan Kelas 4 Efisien

Haaa nampak tak budak merah tu excited nak tiup belon sebelum kanak2 riang sampai? 

Aik, siapa kanak2 riang sebenarnya ni?

Okay selalunya cakap BI, tapi kali ni cakap BM since takde idea nak huraikan ayat dalam bentuk essay.

Tarikh jamuan ni diadakan pada 6/11/2014 khas untuk kelas 4efisien sahaja. Memandangkan dah habis exam results pun belum dapat lagi sepenuhnya jadi sebelum menangis/bergembira dapat result akhir tahun, moh kito berame buat jamuan dulu ye dok.

semua dah kumpul!

Terlalu excited tengok belon sana-sini. Last2 kiterorang pun main belon beramai-ramai. 

(main belon dulu sebelum makan)

Siapa eh amik gambar ni cantik lak gambar ni haha

Banyak pulak belon ya, macam mana nak makan hahaha 

Jadi kami semua alihkan belon2 tu dulu and then baru boleh makan dengan selera!

Syafiqah (ada dlm gmbr first yang sebelah budak merah tu) dia asyik sakit perut je jadi saya pun ajak la dia gi tandas.

Balik2 dari tandas je tengok macaroni yang Ain Sofea buat tu terus lesap. Dapat makan sesenduk pun jadi lah.

(sedap sangat ya)

Fikir seribu kali nak letak gambar ni ke tak hahaha kesian pulak kalau tak letak, diorang pun nak popular jugak. 

Haaaaa ni la abang2 sado sekalian. Okay gambar ni jelah ya.

(Hakim tu dah kenapa)

Habis je makan, ramai lah yang bergambo.

Jalan sana-sini.

Macam2 lah anak2 ni.

Heeeee cantik tak cantik tak

Habis je makan, kemas2, kami terus berkumpul untuk main "Kotak Beracun"

Serious noob sebab tak pernah main game ni,

"Jakun" orang kata.

Banyak denda2nya. Denda2 semua  sumbat dalam satu video. Video pun telah di upload ke dalam youtube. 

Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uiq7dY4BAik

Don't forget to subscribe the owner of the video as well!

Hope you guys enjoy it :)

Habis denda kiterorang pun amik gambar sebelum balik. Semua ada dalam gambar ni jadi jangan risau. Yang amikkan gambar ni future husband Rai. (berguna juga dia datang hahaha) 

Apa pun thanks Zarief sebab amikkan gambar ni! 

Habis ambil gambar, semua cakap bye-bye, Assalamualaikum dan semua pulang ke rumah masing-masing. (err sebenarnya tak ramai pun yang balik, ramai yang gi KLCC, shopping agaknya.)

Saya. Ain Sofea, dan Syafiqah jelah yang pulang rasanya sebab kami lah antara makcik-makcik yang bawa barang untuk jamuan ni. Cth: Makanan.

Jadi itu jelah jamuan kami pada hari tu.

Selfie with Ain Sofea.

Dia lah satu-satunya owner camera Nikon. Jadi semua gambar & video dia yang ambil & record.

Terima kasih sangat2 kepada "beliau" sebab rancang jamuan ni.

Terima kasih sangat2 dekat kawan2 semua sebab sporting. Kita semua dah macam family kan?

Adik-beradik yang asyik memekak dalam kelas. Hahaha.

Rasa syukur sebab tahun depan still duduk dalam kelas yang sama.

Sebab kelas akaun + Add math hanya ada satu kelas je.

Apa yang paling penting, bukan sekadar seronok saja untuk bersama, tapi susah dan senang juga. Lagi2 tahun depan nak menduduki peperiksaan SPM.

Ingatlah wahai kawan2 (ayat skema) setiap masa kita kena capai cita2 kita iaitu dapat A dalam setiap peperiksaan. Tapi ingat, kita belajar ilmu Allah ni bukan sekadar nak dapat A dalam exam je, tapi A itu ialah "Allah". Allah paling penting sekali.

-The End-

Perfect moments

Sometime people be so jealous

Instead of being jealous then why can't you just shut up and create perfect moments as well too?

Everyone have their great moments,

if you don't have any then you the one who keep avoiding from it.

Come on people, we ask for happiness life, JUST GRAB MOMENTS AND MAKE IT PERFECT ALREADY.

Haaaaaa today I just want to share some experiences with my friend, her name is Wani!

I don't know why but I just love her so much, eh I'm not lesbian.

Appreciate someone doesn't make you gay or lesbian, it's one of kindness that you keep in yourself for somebody. (appreciate them in right way I meant.) 

She maybe have the same attitudes like I do, both of us have the same minds, like----- nerd.

OMGWANIIMSORRY

But I'm going to say that Wani have a better attitudes than me hahaha

First off all, before the Hi-tea started to begin, Wani and I tawaf the entire KL festival to keep looking for Watsons. That time I really need plaster because my shoes hated me so much and my skin was like peel-off so I couldn't walk accurately (walked like a penguin I should saaaayyy) 

After the Hi-tea just ended. Wani also had a problem with her shoes.

So both of us were like

"So the moral of today please do not buy or wear rubber shoes, high heels, and---- don't know."

Before we went to the shoe store (I forgot the names) we exchanged our shoes, I admit I have such a big foot, OMG please don't call me big foot I AM NOT A BIG-FOOT IT JUST THAT I HAVE SUCH A BIG FOOT. <--- my new quote

Actually my foot are larger than Wani's, hah! Simple explanation. 

So I just walked like a fabulous lady with wani's high heels while wani walked like normal lady with my shoes. (my shoes are simple just like the owner pfffttt) 

After we bought new shoes for Wani, haaaa WHO EXPECT THAT WANI IS A SHOPAHOLIC GIRL? Hahaha, nah actually she is not. If you see her anywhere at fancy shops it's mean that she only walk around in the shop and see a lot of cute stuffs but hey she won't buy a single things for her. If she want to buy something, it's for urgent or gifts for her friends.

So wani bought a gift for her classmate and then we came back home safely.

Okay it seem like my blog today is all about Wani, I actually want to write a story about the exchanging shoes and Hi-tea. But I absolutely have no idea what am I writing about hahaha, my fingers keep typing like "ha yeah keep moving without thinking anything" So sometimes if you see me babbling about nonsense things it's mean that I keep talking about something without thinking anything.

Before I end this blog, I wanted to say thank you so much to all PRS crew/teachers for this lovely event for our PRS club. It is sad to think about it again because next year is our last chance to be gathering again. But I hope one day we could make some reunions and all the teachers are there and we still have a perfect moments just like we always do. 

_(:3 」∠)_

Can I cry? OH PLEASEEEE  _(:3 」∠)_

I can't regret, why should I regret? It's my fault for choosing him!

Oh who? His name is ADD MATH. Not math. Math even better than him.

Oh Seriouslyyyy I should be studying right now but my head really dizzy so I couldn't concentrate right now.  _(:3 」∠)_

Let me sleep zzzZZZ...

No I can't sleep! That subject is haunting me for SERIOUSLY. 

What happened to my font--- ignore my font. Something wrong with it. ๏_๏

I don't know why I love add math so much before I became form 4 student. I was like "I still wanna choose add math no matter what " AND NOWWW I SEE THE *BEEPS* OBSTACLES. 

But still, I must pass that subject! ZZZzzz...

Tomorrow is the last paper for form 4 students yeeppiiii! But whhhyyy the last paper have to be ADD MATH ??! 

Add math is the hardest subjects in high school. Even worse than math, can't you see?

But wow! Ever heard of a person that genius in add math? He said that add math is easier than math! Too much wow! (I'm going to kill myself when hear that-----)
How can that obviously--- oh yeah right because he study a lot. HA. HA. 

yeah it's my fault, I didn't study add math a lot. Maybe because I hate to see numbers? Maybe--- my head is for science. Seriously. But still I have to study hard & smart for add math. I should enhance my knowledge for it even though I hate it. (PLEASE LOVE ME BACK ADD MATH) 

So that's all I guess. Like usual I keep babbling about nonsense things. Haha. (not laughing in real life)
Wish me luck for tomorrow. No one know that I'm going to cry. Okay now you know for reading this. How silly I am.

A Good Selfie For Ya

People love to judge, yeah.
My parents or my friends always thought me in a wrong way, like I take a selfie and post it into public internet. Oooohhhh no no no no.
How can they thought me like that?

So here is the reasons why I love to take a picture, not selfie. Selfie is like taking a picture by your own or a picture of yourself & that picture is taking by you. what the hell am I babbling about.
What most I can see is all the teenagers nowadays was like controlling their self by making a fake smile and control their beauty. I'm not like that. I don't like taking a picture of myself.
To me, a good picture is when a pictures that have every stories to tell and interesting moments in it. For example like on your vacations with your family and friends.

Let's take a wefie! and Snap.
Oh look there's a beautiful mountain, can you take a picture of me with that beautiful mountain at behind? and Snap.

I love this way of taking pictures. Take a WEFIE with your friends and your family.
I always saw some of girls take a picture with their fake smile. Uh.
For example, tiny lips? Half duckface? Duckface? Sexy?
Please be yourself and take a picture of your natural beauty not a fake beauty.
I love to smile to the camera with a nice people around me. But when I alone I love to take a crazy pictures with weirdest poses.
Be yourself will make you look a lot better.

A good time to take a picture?
Oh yes yes yes I only take a pictures when I step my feet outside of my house.
When I go somewhere that far far far away from my places, I love to collect some pictures because when you miss that places you will discover all the pictures again when you're alone or bored.
And don't take a picture for every minutes or seconds. That maybe disturb other people.

Take a picture of stuff is also makes you creative. Like tress, a mosaic, anythings that eco, and much more. I love seeing people edit that kind of pictures with VSCO-Camera. It looks wonderful. Pictures that always clean my eyes is a picture of beautiful sea. When you look at the pictures of blue colours or green, it will calm your brain and you can keep concentrate on anything.

Every pictures have some stories to tell. 

Thank You For Reading! :D

Pray for me and Wish me Luck!

So tomorrow the final exam will be start and I really really really worry about it.
I tried my best to keep think positive and keep studying a little bit harder than before and I have to push myself to study hard even though I feel tired enough but I have to-- zzzZZZZzzz...
All this time I managed to arrange my times for study but seriously Account Assignments is one of my obstacles that I had zzzZZZzz.. Sorry teacher Amalina I really can't get my assignments done this week because imagine that all form 4 students are going to face an exam for 3 weeks and there's a lot papers for every subjects that we had. I'm sorry I don't want to give you an excuses ( I know you won't like it ) but I really have to focus on my study -crying- 
OKAY I HAD IT ENOUGH.
It is time for me to study right now. But I would like to say that I have 9 subjects to cover and what I always love to do before study is Draw Something that I LIKE. For example like anime, trees, a mosaic. (kay actually I lied about the mosaic XD) and much more.
But if you still feel like you can't concentrate how about you try to solve MATHEMATICS questions.
Why? When we solve mathematics problems automatically our brains are active work. And what I felt about mathematics is mathematics always break my heart every time I couldn't solve the questions and let me die// slapped. BUT when you can SOLVE the questions perfectly heaven, you will feel like "I AM THE MOST GENIUS PERSON IN THE WORLD" but hey! This tips also can help you to enhance your knowledge about Mathematics. You can either do it everyday and you will love it TRUST ME.
You have to enjoy what you've been study because it will lead you to success just like what I said in my previous blog.
I drank some Green Tea while writing this blog (」ﾟﾛﾟ)｣ 
Thank You A Lot For Reading This Blog. ಥ⌣ಥ

My target is 5A 4B for my final exam.

 Please wish me luck and pray for me. 

I would like to pray back for all of you out there !

Thank You SOOO Much for your support and I love you guys ლ(●ↀωↀ●)ლ

Be account student !

Hello again!

Since I am stress with all account assignments that must have been done before October 2014 so I think I would like to share some stories about my journey before I became account student!

In 2013, all PMR students was really scared when PMR results will be inform at the end of December so everyone was praying for all their best and everyone is hoping for getting a good results ! So do I ! Who don't want to achieve Straight A? Every people must be happy if they get an excellent results ! It also depends on how many efforts do you put on your examinations. 

On the PMR results day, I couldn't attend it because I was participated in some of camp in Shah Alam for 3 weeks. So--- my parents the one who will take my results. Gosh it most dangerous. What if you get a bad results and you don't know about it but instead your parents will be the first persons get to know about it??!! I begged so hard to the owner of the camp to let me attend the results day for awhile but NO is still NO and if the answer is NO then it will be NO.

Believe me I wasn't a smart student before. That's why I got so many goosebumps that time. God oh God please give me some good results!

At the end of the camp I saw my mom crying. Damn--- I was thinking that I really get bad results. But I glad it's not! I got -drum background sound- 4A 4B. It wasn't so good but I am happy that I could achieve to that results.

So start from first January 2014 teacher told me that my class is 4C. 4A until 4D are science classes, science course. I was very excited because I became the one of the smart students! All science students are from intelligent classes. And I'm not. I could be the only one student that came from normal classes, not too dumb not too smart, I'm just normal student k. :T

I was very excited but then my mom told me that I have to transfer my class to 4E. WHAAAATTTT---- I love science how can she forced me to go to Account class? ; ___ ;

I was so sad and too much heart breaks <//3 

I hate account before because I hate math. No math No account. But now No science No love! That time they can't see tears in my eyes but I'm the only who can feel that there is tears from my deep heart! I love science sooooo much and I had a little bit argued with my mom (my mom always forcing me to do something). But I glad my dad know how to convince me so well! He told me that he afraid that I couldn't hold myself in science class because the subjects are difficult. He talked to me nicely and I love you dad so damn much. <3 <3 <3
Because of my dad's advice, I changed my mind.

There is a lot obstacles that I had been through, first of all, I HAVE TO FACE THE PRINCIPAL.

You guys don't know how principal going to act for every incident. She always always always judge people from looking their minds. She told me "You can be doctor, why you have to transfer class bla3" and my minds keep saying " Gosh I never thought to become a doctor!" But I only said "Because I wasn't from intelligent class when I was form 3, madam" and when she know that I'M KIND OF ONE STUDENT THAT NOT CAME FROM INTELLIGENT CLASS SHE FINALLY LET ME TRANSFER MY CLASS. Ah, I knew it she would let me to when she finally know that I was a dumb student--- God why.

After I transfer my class to 4E. I looked around, damn, none of them that I ever recognize. Except some certain people. Only 4 or 5 girls that I could recognize (well because they were my ex-classmates but today they're not my ex-classmates anymore AHA!)

I was awkward, really really really awkward--- I am soooo soooo soooo terrifying. Because they are all from intelligent class to. Damn please don't look down on account's student k! They're all perfect damn too intelligent--- but not as intelligent as science student. But they could be intelligent, yeah and yeah.
I have my best friend her name is Shera. Glad she was also involved in Account Class! But wait a minute--- after couple of days, weeks, months, dammit-- GOODBYE. SHE TRANSFER HER SCHOOL TO VOKASIONAL. Damn shera damn whhhyyy--- *sing Avril's song damn damn damn*
I miss her so much, I rarely see her around, why do you leave me--- /// SLAPPED.
Then I was like "forever alone" but not anymore! I talked to several people from my classes and now I have my new friends!

Believe me, I'm not a person that good in speech, perform my presentations in front of everyone.
I was a shy person, nervous person, couldn't talk very much. My minds full with pictures but when I open my mouth there's only carbon dioxide coming out. 

Sometimes I could only speak what is only important, necessary things. But now not anymore!
Now I'm not the old shy person anymore, I already become brave, could give a speech in front of everyone and I have a lots of courage in myself!

Okay that's enough. Hahahaha. I think I kept babbling here XD

I guess that's all for today. Thanks a lot guys for reading! See ya later~

OOOOOPPPP HOLD ON.
I just want to say that account is really fun C: Account is something that we do it everyday, it doesn't matter if you're involve in science and you have your own company but I think someday you will still be need an accountant just like me! Ahah. Without an accountant you don't know how much money that comes in and out from your company. Account is still important in our daily life like counting money and other stuff. But believe me I was science student and I know that account was very tough for me but when I learnt it, I felt it, I enjoyed with it, I love account much more. Sooner or later, I will become a success business woman!
Ever heard of "Success may lead you to happiness?"
Not actually. It should be "Happiness may lead you to success."
What is it mean? When you're enjoy your studying, your works, your everything, you feel happy about it, you focus about it because you love it, you will be success.

Who Is The Real Terrorists?

So I kind of don't understand why Americans ( not all Americans) usually be so stupid when they just support Israel for 100%.
Where is the humanity? Are you a human or an animal? Even animals know how to love each other. But you guys... You guys just can't.
So many hatred. So blind!
So I wanted to talk about THE TRUTH behind Israel.
sure, if you want to get out from this blog so you don't have to read this it's fine. But remember one day no one will respect you for what you did as long you keep supporting Israel.

We always heard about HAMAS. Hamas here, Hamas there, Hamas everywhere!
GEEZ.
Hamas created in 1987 but Israel already attacked Gaza since 1947!
GazaUnderAttack - 1947
Hamas existence - 1987

Now, maybe you guys think. Why Israel should take Palestine's country?
It's because of Britain Army.
yes yes, they fool enough.
Britain started to attack Islam's country before 1915. And Britain created Israel in 1917 but believe me Israel have no country.

Some stupid people would think 'In the map, there is no Palestine but I can see Israel.'
Yes, it's true. Because obviously Israel have rule the world. Even the map was changed by it's own israel! The media, social website, many products, have been controlled by the Israel. So should you guys blame Hamas all this time? What Hamas really did is because they want to protect their residents of the Gaza. Don't you guys know since 1947 they have been attacked by the cruel Israel? Israel shoot them with the guns, but palestinians only throw a rock. Israel put their foot on palestinians' face, but palestinians keep calm for their own sake. When Hamas gave them 3 rockets. Israel gave them more. And I have heard about 3 boys from israel that died. Ah, so ridiculous. So Israel being mad about the death of 3 boys and just killed more than 1,000 palestine kids? Is this how you end up to solve a problem? YOU LOST 3 BOYS BUT PALESTINE LOST ALMOST HUNDRED THOUSAND PEOPLE! Shame on you!

You guys should have mercy on Gaza. The kids, the entire residents, they still won't leave Gaza because they love their place. That's the only place to live to survive. But israel took it. Imagine when israel ask you to leave your house and they take your house instead? What will you do?


FEEL THE PAIN HOW PALESTINE LOST THEIR FAMILY.
FEEL THE PAIN WHEN YOU SEE YOUR OWN DAUGHTERS AND SONS GET KILLED BY THE CRUEL ISRAEL.
FEEL THE PAIN WHEN YOU LOST YOUR PLACE TO LIVE AND SURVIVE!
FEEL THE PAIN WHEN YOU LOST YOUR HUSBAND AND WIFE.
FEEL THE PAIN WHEN YOU LOST YOUR MOM AND DAD.
FEEL THE PAIN WHEN YOU LOST SOMEONE YOU LOVE.

Do you think kids and women are terrorists? Do you?

Think who is the terrorists. 

Should We Hate?

So today there is a lot obstacles that happened to me today so I wanted to talk about "Hate" that absolutely have something to do with me and you guys out there.

Most all of you could have some experiences like having some haters or rivals or enemy.
But I don't like calling haters as an enemies because I never look them that way. To me if someone really hate so much either they have their own purposes or not but seriously I don't like to join hate along with them. If they hate me, let them be. Don't hate them back.

Why? Because if you hate someone despite a single person, your life have no peace.
Why again? Because your life is full with hatred! Everyone must seek for a peace and happiness, don't let hatred hunt you and don't let your life disrupted.

So first of all I want to classify "haters" as a people that sometimes we can't even know who they are, where they are from, why they hate us, and of course what are their main purposes to hate us.
Apparently they hate us because they are jealous with what we had, sometimes they could also hate us because of no reasons and they could be hate us because of unnecessary things.

What I'm going to say is, let them hate you. Yes, they keep bothering our life with full of hatred but why we should care? You have to know that they actually bothering their own life! When people acting so judgmental it could help us to improve ourselves. Just like me, sometimes even my family being so judgmental with my own decision to decide what is the best for me but it help me to be a lot better than usual. Never hate them back.

If you hate them back it is such a waste your time. If you want to fight like a true fighter, then show them who you are. What is SPECIAL about you. You can expose yourself as a right person that have a nice story in it! Don't fight as a coward. I meant, don't blame yourself if they hate you, don't think about the past but start to make a plan for your own good future! If you want to think about past, then think wisely about it again and think "should I do the same mistakes again?". Think again about it. Saying all shit things to haters is just waste of time and it so immature and childish! When you fight them in a wrong way, I guess there is debut between you and them. And when you realize that what have they speak is true and makes you speechless, you will end up blocking them away from your life or just 'delete' and 'remove' them. Don't be like that. If what they said is really true, then take some points that can help you to enhance yourself to be better. Don't be afraid to change yourself to be THE BEST person. If you can't be the best, then be better.

This is my opinion, this is what I thought.
I don't mind if you guys have a lot of ideas how to overcome with situation like this. Mind to share it with me, I would be glad to read it!

I just curious about why people that can be so easily hate someone without a reasons or because of unnecessary things. And what is bothering me when people keep talking about my past. Seriously what past is past and we can't undo it. It's no use. As a true people we have to support each other to become a better HUMAN. We can be! We can do! We can trust! We can change!

If you really want to advice someone, please do it in a right way. There's no need to advice in a war and hating each other at the end of the conversation.

I wanted to say sorry if I've done any mistakes to people that close to me out there. I know who I am and I try to be a better person so everyone could be proud of me. It breaks my heart when there was a close friend of mine called me as a "betrayer". Yeah, I don't know how can possibly go wrong in that way. Please, if you expect me to change then please support me, not hating me and please stop talking about the past. Tolerate me in a friendly way!

I guess that's all for today. I'm sorry if what am I saying is wrong but this is my opinion. Also kind of my theories this is. :) I wanted to talk more but I think this is the end for this post.

So please comment if you like and thank you for read this blog! <3
See ya later <3

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Okay, awkward. Okay, tried to not awkward!

Hello thereeeeeeeeee.

My real name is.... okay who cares about my real name, please call me Arisa as you like! Or anything like pyon-chan, pyonnie, etc. 
I do have my latest blog before, but I don't know where it is now. I can't log in to it and I think the email doesn't exist anymore, so I created new one.
This blog is going to be OPEN for public. It doesn't matter if you're from Malaysia or other country but for me, I tried to write my blog in English so everyone could read it and understand what I'll talking about in here. 
My English was not so good----- Was not so good---- Okay?
But at least I try to write it than never. I am from Malaysia, and I learnt English subject in school, so why don't as a malaysians at least we try to write or speak other language? Come on, try something different! 
I do communicate with my pen-pal from outside country like Arab country, US, India, Philippines, Indonesia, China, etc. So I already used to it. Except my pronunciation. Okay sometime I can't pronounce a single word or a lot of words in English. Oh I almost forgot about my mistakes in Grammar also. If you do READ/FIND my GRAMMAR MISTAKES please please please please please ignore it---- But if you're such a brave person please do inform to me about it! I don't care if people try to correct me because I believe that way can help me to improve my English. And I would like to thank you for helping me!
So here it is, all the blaaaahhh that you read just now.

So let me introduce myself. Here go nothing!

My real name is not Arisa or Pyon-chan or Pyonnie or etc. I have my malay's name but I don't want to expose my real name in public on some purposes. It's okay it's fine no need to worry about it and don't be so curious about my real name. My mom put the right name for me. -smile- 
In 2011, when I was 13 years old. There is one website that can change your name into Japanese Name. Gosh I really love japanese like anime and J-Pop since in elementary school! So I used the website to change my name and the result is .... -drum sound- Arisa Funabashi! Okay I take Arisa ONLY instead of Funabashi. After that, I have a facebook account. Since everyone know that I am otaku so I changed my mind to make Arisa as a facebook name. I know it's crazy but I just love it so damn! And until today, people still call me Arisa! I don't care if people still try to call me as a malay's name--- it's okay because my friends from reality side used to call me that name. Usually my internet friends the one who called me Arisa. Both name can be use! 
And hey! I am 16 years old already! My birthday in July and I born in 1998.
Seriously I admit that there is a lot obstacles in my life. Every life must have obstacles right? So it is depends on me to share something news about my life in here or not.
But thank you for those people who always support me and understand what I've been through since I was a kid. I appreciated it a lot. 

So I guess that's it! Thank You so much for read it!
Mind to follow me or add me or be my friend! Sorry if I rarely update my blog-- I will try my best to be here and update again! And yeah for those people who think this blog is boring it's okay I totally understand it, I didn't make this blog for haters.

Thanks Again Guys!